Disturbances: Surreal Thoughts On Real Events #4
The Neighborhood Watch
by Kurt Newton
© 2007 by Kurt Newton
All Rights Reserved
I live in a small town in the northeast corner of Connecticut. Population 7800 according to the 2005 census. I live with my wife, my two daughters, my wife’s mother, and, the newest member of our extended family, my granddaughter Neveah. We live on a narrow country road in a house that sits about 700 feet back, tucked up on a rise surrounded by tall pines. We have three neighbors up here on the hill, all whom I know by name. There’s Dave & Ingrid, Steve & Linda, and Elon & Melanie. They’re good neighbors.
Dave & Ingrid are a younger couple. They have a toddler, a girl named Julie-Anna. Dave rides his riding lawnmower, even when it looks like their lawn doesn’t need mowing. He also plays fetch with their golden retriever, Haley. Ingrid hangs up laundry in the backyard, while little Julie-Anna plays in the grass.
Steve & Linda are an older couple. They can be seen in their garden together. Usually, Steve is not wearing a shirt, his tanned skin and white chest hair on display for all to see. His hand is usually not without a tall plastic tumbler. I’ve talked to Steve when he’s been “working” outside. His eyes have a tendency to roll and he teeters when he stands. Thank God I don’t smoke, or else he’d probably go up in flames.
Elon & Melanie have two boys, Drew and Barry. When it’s really hot, Drew and Barry come over and ask to use our swimming pool. Melanie is taking courses online toward becoming a nurse. Elon collects old lawn tractors. In the winter he snow blows the long common drive, driveways included. We never asked him to. He just did it one day and hasn’t stopped. We try to give him money for gas, but he always refuses.
We have good neighbors, quiet neighbors. We have the kind of neighbors that, if there were an emergency, we’re confident they would be there to help. And vice versa.
All of that was a comfortable illusion, however, an illusion that ended the day of Neveah’s baptism when screams came through my bedroom window.
Little girl screams. Accompanied by a hysterical woman’s voice shouting, “Shoot it! Shoot it!” It was Sunday morning. It was still dressed in what I sleep in: loose swimming trunks and a t-shirt. I ran downstairs and bolted out the door.
By the time I’d located where the screams had come from, it was all over. Ingrid stood on the deck clutching little Julie-Anna in her arms, while Dave stalked near the edge of the woods holding a rifle. “Haley! Here boy!” The barks of their golden retriever sounded from beyond the first layer of trees and thick underbrush.
“What happened?” I asked.
“A fox!” said Ingrid. “It walked right up to Julie-Anna and tried to bite her…and it would have if Haley hadn’t chased the damned thing away. Dave ran in the house to get his gun. He used to be a police officer.” Ingrid rocked Julie-Anna. Julie-Anna’s cheeks were streaked with tears. “Bad fox,” she mumbled.
“A fox? In broad daylight?” I said. “That’s not normal. It didn’t bite your dog, did it?”
“We don’t know.”
Seconds later, Haley broke through the woods and came running. Dave joined us, rifle pointed down at his side. “There’s blood on his leg, but there doesn’t appear to be a bite. I should probably take him to the vet just to be on the safe side.”
“I’m calling the police,” Ingrid said. She turned and went inside.
At about that time, Steve came wandering over from his yard. “Did you get it?”
Dave shook his head. “Haley chased it into the woods.”
Steve looked at me, his eyes lolling, his fine grey hair like Medusa’s snakes crawling beneath his bald, well-tanned pate. Surprisingly, the tumbler in his grip never spilled its contents. “I couldn’t believe it. I heard the little girl scream. That’s when I saw the fox. It just kept coming right toward her. Never seen anything like it. He turned to Dave. “That dog of yours is some dog. He flipped that fox two or three times in the air. But each time it landed it went right for the little girl again. I couldn’t believe it. That’s when I went to get my pistol.” He pulled a pistol from his back pocket. Both Dave and I jumped back a little. “Don’t worry,” he said, “I’ve got a permit.”
Whether he had a permit or not was the least of my concerns. At this point I was hoping the fox didn’t come back for fear of something much deadlier: half-pickled Steve and his flying bullets.
“Is it gone!”
Steve’s wife, Linda, stood by her front door nervously eyeing the woods.
“Nope. It’s still out there. Get back inside.” Steve waved her back in. You would have thought a grizzly bear was marauding across the countryside.
So far, Elon and Melanie had yet to make an appearance. I almost expected Elon to drive up with gas-powered Gatlin gun.
It was good that little Julie-Anna hadn’t been bit, and I would have stood out there all morning shooting the bull, but I had my granddaughter’s baptism to get ready for. So I excused myself and headed back to the relative safety of my own home.
Later that morning there was a police cruiser parked in Dave and Ingrid’s driveway. After the cruiser left there came a knock came at our door. It was Steve, still wearing no shirt. Perhaps he was unaware that he was half-naked.
“They got it,” he said, eyes bulging from their red-rimmed sockets. “They said they’d be back later to look for the den. There’s probably a whole family of them living out there.”
“That’s good to hear,” I said. I didn’t know if rabies could be passed from an infected mother fox to its kits, but I guess the police weren’t taking any chances. Either that or it was a slow day at the barracks. “Thanks,” I said.
“No problem. Now, you take care. Especially that little one,” said Steve. He then wove his way across our yard back home. We hadn’t had this much excitement up on the hill since cows got loose from a nearby farm and ate all of Linda’s brussel sprouts.
* * *
Family and friends began arriving at noon, and as one o’clock approached we all headed over to the church.
I’m not a big churchgoer, and the few masses and ceremonies I’d attended all seemed kind of foreign to me. I’d been to weddings where sometimes there’s a mass, sometimes not. Some christenings seemed to take longer than others. But of all the baptisms I’d been to, all have been multiple affairs, sometimes half a dozen babies at a time processed assembly line fashion. This time, however, it was just Neveah. Which was kind of nice.
Perhaps Father Ray (whom my mother-in-law works for as a housekeeper) did it as a special favor, considering Neveah had spent the first three weeks of her life in the children’s ICU. This baptism was an important milestone for her, and for us, after all she’d been through.
Neveah was an angel throughout. She sat in my daughter’s arms just gazing around at all the people, Father Ray’s low, monotone voice no doubt soothing to her ears as it echoed inside the small stone cathedral. She was still calm when her parents and godparents were called to the altar for the reading of the Rites of Baptism. She was only mildly alarmed when she was tilted back over the font and Father Ray applied the sign of the cross on her forehead with oil before pouring the holy water.
From where I sat, the light from a nearby votive candle must have reflected a blood red, because instead of oil it looked as if blood had been smeared on my granddaughter’s forehead before the holy water washed it clean. It happened so fast, like a sleight-of-hand trick.
My mind backtracked to previous baptisms. I recalled that the application of the oil generally occurred after the dousing of holy water. Although sometimes there were two applications of oil, one before and one after, but there was always one after. I was confused.
I watched Father Ray’s fingers. He quickly wiped them on a cloth and set the cloth aside. He smiled as if nothing unusual had occurred.
I looked for the vile Father Ray had drawn the oil from, but it was missing. Another sleight-of-hand trick.
By now, family members and friends had gathered around Neveah, jockeying for pictures. My daughter thanked Father Ray. My wife thanked Father Ray and slipped him a donation. I shook Father Ray’s hand. I don’t normally go out of my way to shake a priest’s hand, but this time I needed to be sure.
There was a hint of red on the pad of his index finger. I looked up and he seemed to recognize that I had noticed. He broke contact then and announced he had another engagement to attend, and quickly left.
More pictures were taken, inside the church and out. Neveah enjoyed the attention showered upon her. Several people remarked on how good she was behaving. “She’s not a fussy baby,” my wife said. “She’s probably saving it all for her adolescence,” I added, which brought a laugh. But I couldn’t help but smile with grandfatherly pride.
That’s when I glanced across the parking lot and saw Father Ray standing near the rectory’s garage speaking to a grey-haired man. Steve? I thought. I’d never seen Steve fully dressed, and this man was wearing a golf cap on his head. I couldn’t see the man’s face, and they turned away out of sight before I could get a better look, so I couldn’t be sure.
My mother-in-law locked up the church, and the cars began filing out, heading back to our house for all the food my wife and mother-in-law had prepared the night before.
Between the blood and Father Ray’s strange behavior, I just couldn’t let it go. There was creeping feeling in my gut that something wasn’t right.
“My cell phone — does anyone have it?”
To be honest, I had it, but I wanted to get back inside the church to look around.
After a quick search of pockets and pocketbooks, my mother-in-law gave me the key. “I’ll be right back,” I said.
Once inside, I went straight to the altar and searched for the vile. The vile was there, as was the cloth. I opened the vile. It contained only oil, a clear, viscous fluid. It smelled sweet. I examined the cloth. It was as white as new fallen snow. The life-size Christ that hovered behind me seemed to frown at my implication. At this point, I simply had to laugh. I let my imagination get the better of me. I wondered what Father Ray must have thought as I stared at him. I didn’t want to know. I felt foolish.
I locked up the church and headed for the car. The buzz of flies caught my ear.
A rusted metal trash barrel stood alongside the equipment shed. I walked over and peeked inside. The carcass of an animal lay at the bottom. Its body had been split open, gutted. It was the size of a large cat, only grey. It had a large bushy tail. My heart sank.
I wanted to drag my wife, my daughter, even my mother-in-law out of the car and show them what I’d found, but I didn’t know for sure what it meant.
Was this the same fox the officer had killed this morning? I wondered. At least that’s what our neighbor Steve had claimed. None of us had heard gunshots.
“C’mon, let’s go. What are you doing? Did you find your cell phone?” The look on my wife’s face was one of frustration. I had held things up too long already. They wanted to get home to serve the guests.
I walked away from the trash barrel. The buzz of flies stayed in my ear as I drove home attempting to make sense of it all.
* * *
It’s now three months later. Neveah is still amazing us all with her development. Her physical therapist says she’s at or above the benchmarks for an infant her age. She’s begun to play piano. She sits in my lap and just pounds the keys, but she seems to show an actual interest in the mechanics of how it works. Her large blue eyes are constantly looking, searching, and, dare I say, analyzing her surroundings. Every noise, every movement, she takes all it in as if collecting the information for use one day. She seldom blinks.
The incident with the fox is just a memory. Our neighbors behave like they always have. Little Julie-Anna is growing by leaps and bounds. Dave still cuts his lawn even when it doesn’t need it. Steve and Linda are harvesting the garden they worked on all summer long. Even Steve’s tumbler has grown in size to Big Gulp dimensions. In the evenings I can hear Elon tinkering in his shed, preparing the snow blower for winter, no doubt. Nothing has changed. But I look at them differently. My eyes no longer deceive me.
Lately, at night, I’ve witness things, shadows moving where shadows shouldn’t be. Now and then our dogs bark at nothing. They say dogs have acute hearing. They can recognize the sound of their owner’s car long before it appears in the driveway. I bet they can even hear shadows as they slide from one place to another through the night.
I want to run outside and cast light on these shadows, these watchers who stand sentry outside our home, but what would be the point? Neveah is still my granddaughter, even if she has the mark of blood on her forehead. A mark only I can see.
Perhaps it is something only I am meant to know.
Perhaps, I too, am watching.







Comment by jpokela on 9 September 2007:
Indeed. Priests can be very twisted. The blood washed away. Allow your strength and pure perception to wash away the remaining taint.
A small glass container to contain liquids or medicine is known as a vial. To put blood on a child’s forehead is vile.
Comment by kurtnewton on 9 September 2007:
Thanks jp, I’ll add that to my spell check list. It does bring new meaning to the line: “I looked for the vile Father Ray…”
Comment by Juergen Karle on 10 September 2007:
Chilling.You better watch out for your granddaughter.After all,she’s your blood.
It’s a gift to see things,even though nobody else seems to notice. Ask Cassandra.
Comment by kurtnewton on 16 September 2007:
Thanks Juergen.